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Here! I live here!

by Jay Joslyn

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1.
Charming 00:54
you are the beautiful lightly colored abscess on the back of my heart if you were proven terminal I’d thank God for the moment you arrived but you’ve been keeping me alive you got my hopes so high when you think I’m charming maybe handsome but it’s nothing to base a life off of so you shook me off so well you got bored you had your fill just another unfinished meal I’ll get off your plate
2.
Reprise: I’m untouched and jaded by love denied the heartbeats gone shifty with unclean and wrinkled short sleeves the sunlight is breaking up the dust in the morning revealed to my empty room shared my head with the devil unkissed, I’m still in love with not just anyone but myself I’ve got myself and I’m so deserved of who’s single soul but my own? Reprise: I’m untouched and jaded by love reborn in my own mind by the sound of thawing ice as I’m crashing through the ground now I’m alone in my bed got the sun in my eyes I’ve dismissed those demons to all the girls I haven’t wronged I will let you down I’m only fun and confident when nobody’s around you can see it in my eyes the good times are gone I’m just a slowly getting older kid I’ve got nobody to love The hardwood floor is cold on my bare feet I’m rubbing my head to the sounds of the city uprooted by life I’m dignified this time reprise: untouched, I’m jaded by The hardwood floor still cold on my bare feet Here! I live here! This is where I sleep! and for myself I can never feel sorry or fall victim again, to the whims of Milwaukee while I call it home
3.
Radiator 02:32
I’ve spent my whole life unaware completely of the words cities and beauty to escape from your mouth I was an old child a novice to my perspective how i felt so conflicted by the dispositions in me with the fatal earnings of my wasted time oh the frozen earth it aches with the treachery that I’ve found in my body are you a statue? in a bed you’ve got the draft creeping in and the radiator clicking so loud I swear I can hear it Oh my God! It’s crippling to be so lonesome in the city who’s fiery eyes are waiting? just watching to sink their teeth in all the words I’ve said have no flavor no those chemicals have gone away though I looked so nice on the wrapper does this mean we’ll dissipate reborn into different matter? in a puff of smoke we let go to what it is I’ve only had explained to me my heart’s clumsy my hands are unsteady but you’re lovely and are you happy without me?
4.
the nighttime fell heavy on the blinds you took a shallow breath to say goodnight in me, you sensed my petty concerns my worries how i seem uneasy “is there something on your mind?” “I’d very much like to kiss you darling, I’m scared what that might mean (WhAt ThAt MiGhT mEaN) cause I might only have you for the evening and you seem so lovely you might be into me” (MiGhT bE iNtO mE MiGhT MiGhT Be InTo Me)
5.
Unconcerned about your bad breath I kissed you in you sleep your arm was resting on my chest my arm has been taken from me it’s beneath the weight of your body dreaming you’re off, you’re far away my only hope is you can keep me close in your waking

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released July 18, 2014

Thank you "Wolf Street Studios"
Jacob Beyer - Harmonies, doing an awesome job mixing and mastering
Jenna Pepitone - Cello, Harmonies
Alex Heaton - Standup bass
Alex Shah - Harmonies, Also coming up with the kitschy cartoony ending of "A song about your blinds"

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